She has admitted her Army Sergeant [explains a lot] father Fausto made life hell for her family and she used music as an escape from the trauma of her beatings.
She said: 'I witnessed a lot of unpleasant things - a lot of pushing and shoving and fighting and quarrelling.
'Growing up I did not feel safe. Feeling powerless is the worst feeling in the world.
'I turned to singing as an outlet. The pain at home is where my love for music came from.'
Her comments came during an interview with the TV entertainment show E!.
Her mother Shelly recalled in the interview how she found Christina, then aged four, with blood pouring from her face.
Shelly said: 'I scooped her up and said, "Oh my God. What's wrong?" She told me, "Daddy wanted to take a nap and I made too much noise."'
Aguilera's mother eventually fled from her violent husband, taking her daughters to live with their grandmother. Her ten year marriage ended in 1989.
Christina, 28, said she turned to singing to blot out the pain of the abuse. [It's quite possible that she may have blocked out/dissociated some of the worst abuse]
'I turned to singing as an outlet,' she said.
'The pain at home is where my love for music came from.'
Christina said her father had begged for forgiveness, but she wants nothing to do with him.
She said: 'I let him back into my life briefly but I soon realised that he is not necessary in my life.' [not when she has other handlers]
He retaliated: 'My relationship with her mother was tense and I wasn't perfect. But I love Christina and her sister Rachel.
The singer, performing at the 2008 American Music Awards in Los Angeles, says she is no longer in touch with her Army Sergeant father Fausto
'Shelly and I disagreed on a lot of things and we both had hot tempers.
'I'm sorry to have ever raised a hand to my wife, but it was never brutal like Ike and Tina Turner.' [Sure...]
[Here is an interesting photoshoot taken at Christina's LA home, they couldn't be more clearer really "Christina in Wonderland", and note the usual home of a kitten with leopard print carpets, Marilyn Monroe (half face disfigured) mirror ceiling, black/white and the like.]
Here is an interesting shoot from 2004 showing the fractured glass/fractured mind psychological motif from photographer Vincent Peters.
And some random images I've had gathering dust on my hard drive (click original link for some analysis of her videos and some other stuff on her photo shoots and whatnot).
Fitting the theme of this David LaChapelle shoot (note butterfly, tiger, Christina's demeanor etc) here is the video about her father, with some interesting themes (note the elephant with it's "trunk" wrapped round Christina in a painting near the end + some standard circus MK themes).
Christina as a 5-6 year old in Tokyo Disney, showing she had been under Disney Co's manipulation virtually since birth (the father's abuse all being part of her programming). Here is her and Britney's intro video from the MMC, check out the "I love you" sign language ;), just before they introduce Britney and co.
Here is an interesting shoot from 2004 showing the fractured glass/fractured mind psychological motif from photographer Vincent Peters.
And some random images I've had gathering dust on my hard drive (click original link for some analysis of her videos and some other stuff on her photo shoots and whatnot).
Fitting the theme of this David LaChapelle shoot (note butterfly, tiger, Christina's demeanor etc) here is the video about her father, with some interesting themes (note the elephant with it's "trunk" wrapped round Christina in a painting near the end + some standard circus MK themes).
I left out a tonne of duality photos to save time, but from an earlier shoot above note the black/white cats. Part of Christina's Mickey Mouse Club set had a checkerboard floor, Christina is in the centre of the below photo; it is pretty clear why the Walt Disney Company MMC's biggest human products both had abusive fathers (see here for some info on Britney's sociopathic mason/builder dad).
Christina as a 5-6 year old in Tokyo Disney, showing she had been under Disney Co's manipulation virtually since birth (the father's abuse all being part of her programming). Here is her and Britney's intro video from the MMC, check out the "I love you" sign language ;), just before they introduce Britney and co.
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This is surely, just the tip of the iceberg, impossible for her to reveal all. Yet as far as I remember its not the 1st time when she tells the media about her father/troubled childhood. I remember she did it rite from the start, in 1999. And - though I dont think its so relevant - she was in a relationship with one of her male dancers, just like Brit will "do" later on with that Federline scum.
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Yes, she has talked about this before, I remember him making an appearance in her "MTV: the Diary of.. programme"
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Off topic but, my boss came back from London fashion with with a "fashion week newspaper". I flicked through it out of curiosity, and found a fashion based comic strip with the storyline being based on the NWO with some other beings landing and taking over. I could not stop rolling my eyes.
If I can sneak it out of her office I will, and scan the strip for you.
The black & white pictures with the broken glass tell me the photographer is mind controlled. It's the photographer's vision and art direction, not the subject's, therefore these pictures are more telling of the photog's state of mind.
ReplyDeleteThe one who called it the Mickey Mouce club is the one who didnt become famous. I think her calling it that instead of MMC was her little way of saying fuck you to the whole thing.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you brought up her role in the film, 'The Jacket', a pretty blatant depiction of MK programming techniques. I'd like to point out that the head doctor at the facility in the film is played by Kris Kristofferson, whose name I've seen identified by multiple sources as an actual programmer in real life.
ReplyDeleteOmg in the picture with the butterfly balloons she's doing the monarch position in which girls are raped! D:
ReplyDeleteUgh this is so sick.
I feel so terrible for Christina, she seems to have had such a hard childhood and it is showing the older she gets!
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